I Wanna Get Back to Normal
I miss life as we knew it. I want us to get back to that. We all feel that way. A return to normalcy just seems like what the doctor ordered. We know better. We all do. We still want what we want. It is tough having to adjust to a reality we don't really understand and never prepared to face. I want to get everyone back together at church on Sunday. It would feel like an emotional release of pent up frustration. We would gather afterwards in the fellowship hall for a shared meal. People would stick around and play table games, talk, catch up with one another, and feel really connected for the first time in a long time. Oh, we would be having the time of our lives! Literally. Two weeks later, I would likely be calling everybody back together for one or more memorial services. Then we would kick ourselves for allowing our emotional angst to guide our actions. We would burrow deeper into the guilt superimposed on the grief with which we have been struggling over the last...